i dreamed i died became a ghost and flew towards the stars

#I dreamed i died became a ghost and flew towards the stars driver#

I felt sweet, swinging bliss, like a big shot of heroin in the mainline vein like a gulp of wine late in the afternoon and it makes you shudder my feet tingled. I realized it was only because of the stability of the intrinsic Mind that these ripples of birth and death took place, like the action of the wind on a sheet of pure, serene, mirror-like water. The ghost may symbolize some kind of painful or repressed memory that you might have had since childhood. Usually the dream meaning of a dream involving ghosts has something to do with fearing a part of yourself. I realized that I had died and been reborn numberless times but just didn't remember especially because the transitions from life to death and back to life are so ghostly easy, a magical action for naught, like falling asleep and waking up again a million times, the utter casualness and deep ignorance of it. Ghosts as a dream symbol are usually just as feared. I could hear an indescribable seething roar which wasn't in my ear but everywhere and had nothing to do with sounds.

#I dreamed i died became a ghost and flew towards the stars driver#

The last train is when I was rammed by a driver from IN outside the apartments. “And for just a moment I had reached the point of ecstasy that I always wanted to reach, which was the complete step across chronological time into timeless shadows, and wonderment in the bleakness of the mortal realm, and the sensation of death kicking at my heels to move on, with a phantom dogging its own heels, and myself hurrying to a plank where all the angels dove off and flew into the holy void of uncreated emptiness, the potent and inconceivable radiancies shining in bright Mind Essence, innumerable lotuslands falling open in the magic mothswarm of heaven. The Father Son and Holy Ghost I go south toward Florida.